Wonder

You and I have been getting along so much better lately. You like me again. You hug and kiss me and tell me you love me again. I missed us. Your so amazing to me. Watching you learn new thins. Seeing you discover and see the ocean for the first time and seeing it as nothing more then a big pool to go swimming in. I watch you and stare at you now. I look closely for hints of the little baby I first knew. You are beautiful. I love you my son more and more every day.

Roughing it

We've been going through a rough patch. Fighting a lot lately. Your two and a half almost and you've picked me to be the person you defy. You tell me NO about 300 times a day. You challenge me and ask to go in time out rather then behave. There are moments in the day where I feel crazy and like I'm at the end of my rope. But then, you come over and curl up in my arm and say "mamma hole me" and you go to sleep. And then, just for a second, your my little baby again. Your my baby who doesn't want to fight with me, or be mad at me. You just want me to love you. And I do. I love you Brandon with all my heart. Some day we will figure this out. Until then, no matter how much we fight, you still make my heart melt, your still my world, and your still the best thing to happen to me.
I love you Brandon!