Shhhhh

It's moments like these my son, that I know, that no matter how old you get, you will always be my baby.

Today I felt as though you were trying my patience immensely. And then as if you knew, you jumped up on the chair next to me and gave me about 10 kisses. I softened immediately. My dear son, no matter what happens, no matter how many time outs you get you are still my baby. Your still the light that lights up my day. You are my whole world. My life. You son, are the reason I wake up every day. You are growing so much before my very eyes. You say the most amazing things now. Yesterday you started saying I CAN'T. I hate hearing that. I want you to know that you CAN do anything. You seem to have gotten more needy lately. It is as though you know that your brother is coming soon. I hope I can be a strong enough mommy to make sure that you always still know you mean the world to me. I hope we can both be patient with each other. I kiss you so much every day. I feel like it's never enough kisses. Every night I kiss you goodnight and tell you I love you Brandon. I want to make sure that no matter what I love you is the last thing you hear out of my mouth. So my son, your sleeping now, here next to me, and Brandon oh how I love you. Goodnight my baby, mommy loves you!